Saturday, August 28, 2004

SAF Army Songs <-- Oh gosh.. im on some surfing craze... 'elp! this is damn funny anyway... :P
Angelworld<-- another freakin cool site... check out the design.. its a thing of beauty... angelique... gosh...

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Hmm.... adeline sms-ed to say that sm dude on singapore idol had eyes like mine.. heez... which brought sm memories back to me... haha..

You've got sad eyez -Ying
You've suffered... i see it in ur eyez -Shunjing

yeah.. strange aint it... are my eyes tt sad lookin? if so... when do they sparkle with joy? for even while im neutral, ying still saw sadness in them... it wasnt my face(It would hv conveyed horror), she was lookin at a digi pic of my eyes...

http://azizindia.blogspot.com/ <--that blog is COOL.. haha...ok lah.. its amusing to read and good on the eyes...

physics SPA tmr... so gonna die... badly... down to the 7th level of hell... or maybe i'll join my bud in the 9th level...

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Happy Together - The Turtles

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba
Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We're happy together
So happy together
Happy together
So happy together
So happy together (ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba)

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

hmmz... juz a short post b4 i go study... been online v.often for the last few days... guess its coz i'm so totally bored with work and all.. Whee! haha... today was fun.. real fun.. SOFTBALL ROX! haha... hvnt played that game since i left Jagoh Primary... haha... missed the ol' team back in P6... Xing Jie, Shi Long, Danny, Darren and the rest.. haha... we sure had great times training...(Though i barely remember nething apart from the time i got hit in the head with the ball, which is not soft.. i asure u)

heez... guess there are somethings i wanna say to me friends, but then again, its too private or too long.. so a shout out of encouragement to Ying, Kelly, Adeline, Colin, Ben... u guyz have really touched my life... hang in there and trust in urself ya?

Sunday, August 22, 2004



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Saturday, August 21, 2004

Instant food sux.... seriously... instant food... sux... blergh...

got home pretty late and chatted with Ben.. hmmz... that dude has interesting Ideas sia.. haha... and of course, i checked out wt a certain person was doing. uh huh... right. gonna refrain from bitchin but if he does continue trying to be witty at my expense(He's jibes are completely out of pt btw) then so be it...

anywayz... lets see, hvnt been bloggin for some time. lets give a short rundown, of the good parts anyway... first, have been hanging out with Alex for quite a few days, nv failing to get drunk, been stressed out with school work and stuff.
PW is going ok... but i really need to get down to thinking for the project again, Rachel has really been pushing the project along for sometime now, so yeah, time to be a group leader again...

AVP... Hmm... not bad, a little too hyped up, and a little too short and censored but it was as good as expected i guess... haha...

oh and i realise that my posts have become shorter and shorter and now... meaningless recounts of what is in my everyday life... well maybe it aint tt bad yet, but i think my style of writing is not as engaging as it used to be... reverting to it now, but not much to write in the first place. Honestly, i don't see why i need to explain anything to you colin... esp if u don't want to accept the fact that u r deeply in the wrong. I know ur happy with Cherie, and i guess im cool with that, but the way that it happened... gosh... u hv not changed 1 single bit. that is wt annoyed me... and the fact that u seem to be pushing the blame to me.... God... i dun understand? hey, i've been hearing both sides since way back... maybe she wasnt tt straight with me either but i do noe wts going on... wt kinda fucktard do u think i am? lol...

Friday, August 20, 2004

Damn i love myself.....

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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Forgive me for being sceptical

I am pretty sick of hearing words boy... time and time again your promises have proven to be nothing. I am especially weary of this time, though i will not involve myself in anyway. Good luck and may God forgive you if you make ur mistakes yet again. I had hoped you had changed, had built a little confidence in your nature. But its beyond rockbottom now. Enjoy, you lying bastard... what you have done, i have experianced... on the victim's end... and that this time the victim is sm1 i actually know and have grown to care abt... it makes my blood boil to even think about it...

Physics down... a mega tonne of work more to go...
So damn tired... argh...
On the bright side i m actually doing stuff that i think is useful... (barring the time wasted on this blog..) and im getting my life back on track and feeling good about it. Thx Ms Nice! for the VB CDs and stuff...
Things to do
PW stuff - lots of typingPhysics Tutorial, 10++ QuestionsMath Tutorials, 7 Tutorials.... dieLibrary WebsiteFlash Presentationstop drinking coffee
ciao!

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Heya... wow... i think i should shoot myself now....


The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Extreme
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Very High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Extreme
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Extreme

Take the Dante's" Inferno Hell Test

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

OK okokokok.... i'll change the damn picture.... good practice for photoshop anyway.... :P gimme a few days to finish my work.. then i'll edit it ya? ciao!

oh and Mdm Ng is pretty sick... Pray for her yeah? hope its not serious.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

okok... every1 seems to think im depressed and stuff... thats not good... nor is it true.. haha.. im not depressed, im fine, really... maybe a little bothered by some stuff, but im happier than ive been in quite sometime... chill out yeah? thx 4 the concern but im just being quiet ol' me...

hmm... 1 thing that bothers me is the widening rift btwn me and Amy i guess... ppl change, ive changed... so has she apparently... (freaky... i just got a call from her mum... wrong number... but freaky nonetheless) anyhow... im losing touch with her the most. No matter how hard i try to catch snippits of her life, its somehow... impossible... no blog, her frenz are that small nucleated few... others i dont wanna talk to... some who dont talk much... its tough... and it bothers me.

I know she's strezzed... but guess all i can do is wish her all the best.. yepz...

(tt rhymed)

lol dun wry, i was just posing

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Nice song i juz found scanning thru my MP3 collection.. haha... juz felt like bloggin it.. and thx colin, but im fine really... its just the stress of school and stuff. no relationship problems, no life threatening situations, got my booze and games. chill... oh besides... no return of favor expected man... It was given, not loaned...

Picture Perfect -Angela Via

All of this timeGuess
I must have been blind
Not to see you and me
We're picture perfect

Now baby we've been friends
For such a long, long time
We've been through lessons and we've been through cries
But lately have you seenThe way my tongue gets tied
Can't hardly speak when I look into your eyes
It's because of the way I'm feelin'
It's somethin' I never dreamed
And our love has a different meaning
It took so long to reveal but now I know that

Chorus:
All of this time, guess I must have been blind
Not to see you and me we're picture perfect
I'll be yours, be mineWe're picture perfect
Forever picture perfect


I showed some friends of mine
My favorite photographYou know the one of you and me from way back
And when I told them all
That you were not my guy
They couldn't see it, couldn't understand why
Everyone thinks it's so romantic
They say we're two of a kindAnd the more that I think about it
The more that I realize what I've been missing

Chorus
My heart keeps tellin' me
Make up your mind about whatcha mean
You've been holding back for too long
You know it makes good sense
Best of lovers are the best of friends
I guess we should have known all along

Everyone thinks it's so romantic
They say we're two of a kind
And the more that I think about it
The more that I realize what I've been missing

Chorus 2x
I'll be yours, be mine we're picture perfect
Forever picture perfect
haha... yes ying u were drunk... but the thing i realised is that i treat my girlfriend rather coldly... its just me... or rather, i treat them the same way, but it wld seem a girlfriend expects that treatment all the time... attention and all... something i cant seem to give... its not on purpose, its just the way I am... this soft side of me only comes out at night or when i see a friend hurtin'...

A little NoI about me... I can be really cozy with you one day and a normal friend the next day... absolutly professional... Its hurt some ppl b4, so i try not to do it... ShunJing was the 1st to point it out to me... then Adeline.... and it took a drunk to finally get me to put the pieces together...

yeah.... so what? i dunno... im confused right now... very confused and freaked out... confused bcoz of a gal i like, freaked out coz... well... im a freak... starting to get annoyed at the words "Up to you" or "You Decide" or "Im OK with anything"... seems to say that you cant think for urself, and i usually dun like to talk to ppl like tt... yeah, at least consider the question and make ur opinion known.

Hmm, suddenly got this feeling that Ive been making promises that i cannot keep.

Obligations...

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Bring it on... 3 banshee's at a time
Whoo! just came back from one of the best gaming sessions ive had in a long time.... though DotCom's Computers have fallen into disrepair.... bleh, anyway, Ken Chin! take note... I took out 3 banshee's in a row, with a plasma rifle and Shotgun, piloted by Ben Moey, Alex and Keiseen... ha! ok... the 3rd 1 was ez coz he juz got onto the banshee when i shot him out but still... 2 Banshee's making the ground around you glow is pretty scary...

Ahh... 1 afternoon of my life wasted on the computer again... oh well. Anyhow, Im screwing up my Computing Course work... help! im like 5 tuts behind in Math. Help! My Chinese hw is piling up. HELP! oh well... i guess this Holiday is to be spent catchin up on work...
yepz.. now ofcourse the best question to ask right now is why im still typing rubbish and not getting down to work... damn... i got no good answer... *boot...
Im not Drunk... really I juz cant see straight..

Heez... chill guys, i must say it was amusing at first to watch u guys get high and tipsy :D but after a while babysitting became a little stressful, Thank God I didnt drink at all or we really would have gotten into trouble.

hmm... tonight really got me thinking about relationships, the special 1 I share with Adeline... and when Ying said this.. ."I can see why girls would like you, and If I were 2 yrs younger I would probably fall for you"... I realised something... i was a much better brother than i am a boyfriend.

2nd, Im back to my old steady self... handling this bbq rather ok i think... :P I feel... fulfilled...

I take my hat off to Karen, she has truly earnt my respect this night, the way she stood up for Ying was something i nv expected her to do *Bow... seriously gal... you rock.

LimWei... I still can't get a good read on this guy... he seems ok on the outside... but from wt i heard... in my mind he's a serious jackass... but then, ppl do make mistakes, do lose their temper... but he seems to care... though he dosent see how much his actions affect others. I would pin this as being... NOT being mature enough to handle a relationship...

Ying... Dear friend, I know you are hurting alot inside, and i wish there were some clearcut ans i could gv you to solve all ur problems... but honestly we make decisions and we make mistakes... follow ur heart... and remember that no matter what... ur friends will be here to support u...

k.. Better knock off now... meeting Alex tmr, supposed to have CO, but hey... sorry... friends come 1st. ciao!

Thursday, August 05, 2004

HELLOOO NUMBER ONE! :D

time to stop PONNING LESSONS!

haha.


you love PINK.

happy national day.

class party tomorrow. don't get drunk or high on bread.

wheeeee!

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Mode...Jazzy
heya all... a shout out to Sheryl and all those i hvnt heard from for some time.. how's it going ppl! haha...
Been listening to jazz music the whole day, cutting out 2 mths worth of GP articles and playin around with the Library Webbie... hmmz... Im falling behind in my Computing Prac(which is graded as a A-level Course work btw) but im not really concerned for some reason... anyhow, I've finally got time to blog :D, just finished my Phy Prac and some stuff, have yet to organize my GP articles and file.. but i plan to get every thing done b4 1130 tonight... WheE! im so optimistic now :P
okie, tt aside, lets give yo ua rundown of the last 7 days of my life...

Wed 28 July
2 to 9+ CO rehearshalmet Jeremy from AJ... cool Dizi player, so much better than me and his Chi is damn pro..

Thur 29 July
2 to 9+ CO rehearshalNote: Kana suan by 3 gals sitting behind me coz i fell onto my seat at the end of the concert... ok ok... so it was funny... but not to the pt where the gal cldnt stop laughing til i left the stage... *bleh...

Fri 30 July
2 to 10+ CO Rehearshal and concert

Sat 31 July
9 to 1 Library Stuff1 to 6 Bible Quiz, which i screwed up :P7pm to 2am Drinking and Starcraft-ing at Alex's place :D

Sun 1 Aug
10 to 12 Communion Sunday(Felt really guilty abt drinking....)1 to 4 More Gaming at Alex's6 to 10 Having a ball of a time with Samuel(my cuzzie from Canada) and the rest of my Cuzzies whom i hvnt seen for a damn long time... made a really embarrassing entrance.. .but nvm...

Mon 2 Aug
Boring.....

Tue 3 Aug
6 to 9 Aunt's Bdae celebration at a restaurent
Wed 4 AugPonned almost every class today except GP and NE PCCG... :D only bcoz i didnt want to waste time mucking about the classes i hvnt done any work for... Bleh.It was productive though.. made some progress in my Phy Tut and had a good talk with friends... Some thing ive hardly had time to do the past month... :D

Yep... that's how crazy ive been the past week :D oh well.. time to return to Mugger mode... Onz ppl! expect more updates