Changing blogskin soon....

arghz... cramped blog.. haha... sry dudes, i'm getting tried of this layout... maybe coz i made it:P Muz extend it a lil.. til then.... Green day rox... if u guys wanna get me a prez i want this album:D(for what occasion? be creative)

American Idiot - Greenday
Don't wanna be an American idiot.
Don't want a nation under the new media.
And can you hear the sound of hysteria?
The subliminal mindfuck America.

Welcome to a new kind of tension.
All across the alien nation.
Everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.
Well that's enough to argue.

Well maybe I'm the faggot America.
I'm not a part of a redneck agenda.
Now everybody do the propaganda.
And sing along in the age of paranoia.

Welcome to a new kind of tension.
All across the alien nation.
Everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.
Well that's enough to argue.

Don't wanna be an American idiot.
One nation controlled by the media.
Information nation of hysteria.
It's going out to idiot America.

Welcome to a new kind of tension.
All across the alien nation.
Everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.

Crystals, Demons and Raw-fish

Bah... been sick the last 2 days, damn Sashimi... haha.. and ironically when i played DOTA on lancraft i met a guy called SashiME. i took it personally.

guess there hasnt been much to blog about the last few weeks or so, mundane stuff in life. only real thing i've been thinking about is where i will fit into life, what plan God has for me.

What do i do... where do i go now... cant find a way

I find it strange that i think about values and characteristics that come from ages past... Honor, Valor, Gentleness, Loyalty... I dream of standing out, of being... special... haha... i've always dreamed of that, read books on fantasy, watched movies...

I dream of... being more than human

I do not want a desk job, i do not want to worry abt the nitty gritty stuff... i want to dream... to fly to the moon and back, to explore Andromeda... i want to LIVE!

while im at that, i want a Hummer...

ignore that crap... im bored

its a small world after all

just a random post again... haha... at home doing some computing and math... 2 days into the terms and im feeling so sianz, realise that i dun noe shit about computing theory :P bloody hell.

ppl who play Warcraft3: Frozen Throne
hey guys, DOTA session this fri or next fri on lancraft, spread the word, tag me or sms me. Will use my blog to organise it. haha...

Why is it that sometimes you feel...
...so much like giving up, yet you plod on, drag yourself and look for the light at the end of the tunnel? Why is it that you know that no matter how bleak the situation now, everything will turn out fine in the end? How is it that you can smile and forgive again and again... because.... you know what it means to love. you know what it means to have lost. you know that no matter what, you will hold true.

yet... the strain is enormous...

...i need to breathe...

i want to grow

i need you to understand

yet you can't

because you don't know what a bitch life can be

because you don't know how to listen


i am tired... but it will be as it has always been... i will not give up...

until i die.

Crazy American

I admire and scoff at Americans at the same time... why is that? I admire them for their ability to keep a free and un-suppressed society where ppl think and run their own lives. Where people take active roles in living in their society... most people... but on the other hand, they have retarded themselves by delving in an excess mindless entertainment. Yes, studying is not everything, but is not contributing to society excusable? there are many ppl who end up doing nothing, living off the money of tax-payers and their relatives. Yes, this not only happens in America, this happens all over the world. Damn TV execs... they prey on and aggravate the mindlessness that we crave for... the idiot box, mindless movies, games... in moderation it is relaxing, in excess its harmful's harmful...

there a blog... haha.. it has certainly been a while. Exams are next week and im pretty sure im dead for Physics. bloody 'ell...

somebody save me.............

ok... should i get emo? its interesting :P haha... okie, nothing much to rant about apart from the evils of men...

i tried so hard and got so far, in the end... it dosent even matter

listening to Linkin park now... how apt i must say. Life, irrevocably, move on, whether you stumble or not, it just keeps moving forward. i cant delve on the past simply because there is much to do for tomorrow...

just blogging random thoughts running through my mind. Yet all of it is focused on one person... Dearest Adel. What am i to do without you, yet what am i to do with you? I hate to see you stumble so badly..

keep that chin up soldier, wipe away those tears

in the end, all that matters is that we get where we want to go, and where i want to be is right next to you. So even if it takes all my energy, i will drag our baggage of CCAs and what not along for both of us... just keep up... *grinz...

100% me

Hey!!! just 3ds max-ed my AnT@euS Logo and experimented a lil with stuff.. this is what i got :P will improve the design a lil, but im leaving it plain for now... im so bored... damn exams coming up... chill dudes!

99 problems...

lol... 99 problems by Jay-Z! not 50 Cent as i tot so at first... its damn funny... I realise ive been listening to Jay-Z alot with out knowing its Jay-Z... cool stuff. K, got a few mins of rec time before i bury myself in the pile of homework... Addy is ushering at a concert now... bwah... so so bored...

Need to update meself on alot of things... People, cool stuff, school stuff...

God Bless your soul Jagoh Primary School... though you may finally have been pulled to the ground by the evil contractors of the Government, your spirit shall live on in our heart.

With hopes and spirits high

YOU are a fucktard

YOU know what that means? YOU are a fucking retard... YOU do NOT know what love is, all YOU know is one girl after the next might be the ONE... yet YOU have no qualms in going however far YOU may like with the girl. EVERY FUCKING TIME, I just let it slip, the last 2 times it got personal... YOU are a FUCKTARD... It is entirely YOUR fault, it is entirely YOUR problem, YOU should be castrated and your penis scattered to the 7 seas... I dispise what YOU represent, the way YOU look, the way YOU swagger about... I will not even sully my blog with your name... FUCKTARD...

ok... that is off my chest...

Who am I?

Im an average guy, with an average intelligence, with an average life... The things I do are average, the people I know are.... people, incredible people, but still people nonetheless... no I have no notable talents, no i am not popular, no i do not know much more than you do, nor do i know much less...

who am I?

someone who aspires to be more than what he is... but also remember that despite everything I do... I am.... just a guy, a friend, a lover, a son...

only human