Is it me? is it you? nothing that, I can do... to make you change your mind...

so why do you... do...

I write here because I can not bring myself to admit to the pain that literally gives me chest pains. I write here because I have no other outlet. Part of me hopes that you stumble across these words someday and realize how much you can hurt me. I wonder what will your choice be?

Fuck it... I'm pretty sure what you will choose, but I'm just hoping that all this at least means enough for you to protect yourself from doing something you will regret.