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Hmmz... its a saturday and im stuck at home... waiting for the PW ppl to drop by for a dry run of our OP... haiz.. didnt even hv time to do Chinese yet :P...

On a BRIGHTER note... last night was really.... relaxing.. though I had some things troubling me when I went out to meet them... being out with the class was really cool... Bryan, Alvin, Ying, HongDa, Virn, Ish at first and then joined later by Leon, Darryl, Karen, Daph... haha... had a greaat time talkin crap and watchin sm of us get a 'lil high :D And when we walked down to the Esplanade, we were hving fun.... erm... how do i put this.... touching each other's chins... :P jacking each other lah.. haha... and doing that thing where u make ur thumb and finger the shape of a hole, put it below ur waist and do a "made u look!" jack... haha...

Hmm.. been thinking about my beheaviour lately... and i put it down to stress and exhaustion... well, maybe exhaustion is too strong a word. I've been really disappointed with me marks, stressed about PW and sad about what's been happening with Germaine (Lim) and Ying... yet... now, the class seems more united than ever :P(laughing now at HongDa's reason for why the class is united)... yep... It's ironic yet quite true HongDa...

And well... I've been letting it out on Addy i guess... tt sucks, though im not overtly mean... it just shows, I want to be more sensitive, there for her all the time... but My mind and body are both just plain exhausted...

Bleah... nearly time for Mich, and Rach to arrive... dunno when Wins is planning to show... or Bryan... but oh well... time to get down to work.

Whisper - Evanessence
Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drive me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[CHORUS:]
Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)

I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

[Chorus]

Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet my end

[Chorus]

Im through to J2... thank you lord...

hmm... im really tired.. and i still hv quite a bit of work left to go... PW stuff mainly... but right now i cant concentrate on it... i just have to get this off my mind... hmm...

Ying... dear friend... I wish there were ways i cld help you, if u do need anything that i can do for you please do tell me. :/ meanwhile... don't worry k? where ever life takes you, your friends will keep you in their hearts. Its been a great year.. but that makes partin all the more painful dun it.. bah... damn Singapore and the heartless... cold... frigid...(<-- Fucking rigid) system...

k.. its been a while since i blogged... just 1 thing that sticks in my mind... its only been a year and i've lost touch with so many ppl... swept up by the work in JC i suppose... its 0005 now btw... not gonna slp at this rate... anyway, back to the pt... when i went down to NJC... I met HuiYan, and Yulin :D hvnt seen those gals for nearly a year... even though yulin is my cuz.. i just nv did find a time when both of us were free to head out or go to her house.... bwah... must make time... the dec hols will be good... lots of friends coming back from overseas :D hvnt seen them for Ages... hmm... must dedicate the next blog(when i can blog) to those overseas...

thought of the day... as much as we strive for perfection... do we actually know what it means to be perfect? I strive to be.. or i used to at least.. im a lazy bum now :P i want to be the best friend i can be... to every1.. yet even to addy i find myself being very cold manytimes and not a boyfriend at all... im so sry. :(

Heyz! haha.. thx for the concern Simin.. was wondering if anyone ever comes to this poor bloggie... oh well... a lil update on my life... Fucked up my Promos, Fucked up my chances of getting Broadband, Fucked up my bed and Fucked up my com...

yeah.. u can tell im pissed...

Sorry ppl... Im not pissed at anyone... its just the unfairness of life ya noe? 3 instances of that fucking unfairness in one weekend is more than enought to drive you crazy...

1. A beautiful friendship was formed and now it is so rudely torn apart by distance... or will be... in some degree or another... I am fearful

2. A well intention conversation does alot more harm... no.. it wasnt even intended to cause harm... stealing away something that I hold so dear to me... I am Irritated

3. I give ALL... fucking ALL and yet it can never change... No matter what I do... I CANNOT change anything... I am tired... so fucking tired...

Therion...

haiz... I hvnt felt so lost and angry for so long... help

Hey guys... am doing some maintenance on me computer... will be off for a few days... heez... back from the land of Promos though... battered and scratched... but still alive :D will be taking my time in installing and choosing stuff... hopefully i can convince my mum to gv me a broad band connection

Whee! ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO ARE TAKING UR EXAMS! i noe it sux... but just hang in there a lil while longer k? Do it... and do it well:D

Signing off... AnT

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