Wednesday, August 31, 2005


Up and coming Blog skin(Coding in process)
its 800x600 friendly... but just a lil tip.. you guys should really learn to take advantage of your spanking 1600x1200 resolution screens... though you might go blind.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

swimming in darkness, floating is love
it is safe here, here is...

into the darkness you fall
the swirl of grey and black....

...and everything inbetween...

Where can i find you? where have you gone?
precious.... you werent even born...


was thinking about abortion and adoption... not really sure why really.. i think its the cutting of ties with morality and the moving in of logic that is forcing these thoughts through my head. Be practical? or be emotional? which is better? to do the right thing or the best thing?

an old man dies, a young woman lives....
fair trade.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

dilatory

ah well... gonna be free by wed... lots of things to do though... the irony

We only have one life to live...
...I want to live mine... my way.
- Re-minisce

Sunday, August 21, 2005

decadance

heya... internet screwing up on me... will perform some clean up operation next week. bah. til then... dun expect updates.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Wake me up when the prelims end

July has come and passed
Now my friends its come at last
wake me up when the prelims end

like my seniors come to pass
2 whole years has gone so fast
wake me up when the prelims end

here comes the pain again
all those papers
drenched in the red of ink
torn into pieces

as my memory rests
but never forgets marks I lost
wake me up when the prelims end

In the hall of pain and death
the grins of teachers stole our breaths
wake me up when the prelims end

ring out the bells again
like we did when june began
wake me up when the prelims end...

-Chris, the Singaporean Idiot

Monday, August 15, 2005

okie... i expected to die for this physics exam... but i sure didnt expect to be sliced, have my innards taken out, diced, mashed, blended and thrown back together to do it all over again in the next question... it was so bad i came out of the exam laughing... *stream of swear words* oh well... cant say i didnt expect it. if im lucky, and pass paper 3 relatively ok then i should pass physics overall... if i get anything higher than an O... well... i'll go check with the tcher if they mixed up my paper...

God damn.

on another note... i think Alex is back now. hey dude! waddup? i'll come down and visit as soon as i can... damn exams.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

memories

memories of a time...

i have memories of a time,
where smiles just cost a dime.
when friends, now, both near and far
gave smiles, more than worth the stars

Saturday, August 13, 2005

ying: if you read this:P add a comment feature or some tag board thingie on ur blog...

angie: chill out gal, support ur sis through her exams k? :) read the webband on ur blog... tolerance... understanding...

Friday, August 12, 2005

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Monday, August 08, 2005

temporal hiatus

okie... it has come to the final week of prelim preperations... im so screwed:D so i shall not blog until after the 1st day of the prelims because im pretty sure i'll be demoralised depressed and demented by then. yepz. oh and i'll get my laptop back in my room then too... anywayz... let me leave you with a song that is stuck in my head.

Tribute - Tenacious D

[spoken] This is the greatest and best song in the world... Tribute.
Long time ago me and my brother Kyle here,
we was hitchhikin' down a long and lonesome road.
All of a sudden, there shined a shiny demon... in the middle... of the road.
And he said:

[sung] "Play the best song in the world, or I'll eat your soul."
[spoken] Well me and Kyle, we looked at each other, and we each said... "Okay."

[sung] And we played the first thing that came to our heads,
Just so happened to be,
The Best Song in the World, it was The Best Song in the World.
Look into my eyes and it's easy to see One and one make two, two and one make three,
It was destiny.
Once every hundred-thousand years or so,
When the sun doth shine and the moon doth glow
And the grass doth grow...
Needless to say, the beast was stunned.
Whip-crack went his schwumpy tail, And the beast was done.

He asked us: "(snort) Be you angels?"
And we said, "Nay. We are but men." Rock!
Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh-ah-ah, Ohhh, whoah, ah-whoah-oh!
This is not The Greatest Song in the World, no.
This is just a tribute. Couldn't remember The Greatest Song in the World, no, no.
This is a tribute, oh, to The Greatest Song in the World,
All right! It was The Greatest Song in the World, All right!
It was the best muthaf***in' song the greatest song in the world.

[spoken] And the peculiar thing is this my friends:
the song we sang on that fateful night
it didn't actually sound anything like this song.
[sung] This is just a tribute! You gotta believe me!
And I wish you were there! Just a matter of opinion.
Ah, f***! Good God, God lovin',
So surprised to find you can't stop it.

[skat] All right! All right!

take me away from this mucky-muck

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

oh swirling lights... where art thou leading me

okie... taking time off to blog a lil now... studying for the prelims is really killing me:P but its neccessary isnt it? because... well... just because. ok... that was just a way of saying life sux, circumlocution.

school has nearly ended... a poignent reminder of the short time we have as mortals. another phase in life is coming to a close isnt it?

a perfect soul is hard to get mien friend... there is just too much imperfection innate in humans...

i like blue.

completely random thoughts. haha... alright... back to statistics for me. i intend to upload my old essays to this blog.. but give me a while to figure out a way to do it. oh and resize the skin too...

just a passing thought. though no 1 is perfect... it does not mean that we should not seek perfection... for it is the path to perfection that brings out the beauty in people.... yet you must question yourself... what perfection do you seek? do not be disheartened by the cold and lonely world for there are people who sincerely care and will stand by you. i am glad to be able to call you friend. now. if you have your prelims in a couple of weeks. F***ing go and study you crazy blog reader. if you don't go study you crazy blog reader.
how about the power to fly?
how about the power of telekinesis?
how about the power to read minds?
...to lift a car...
...burn...
...teleport...

how about the power.... to move you.