Take it with a dollop of IceCream
heez.. the phrase was inspired from "take it with a pinch of salt"... any how, it has totally no relavance to what im gonna write today but I just felt that it would catch ur attention.
Ive been wanting to write on a lot of things lately... but lacked the time... and was addicted to Neverwinter Nights... This however... i feel is more important than any other topic i may wanna spend hours brooding over. Its possible to be close to a person of the opposite sex without being "in love". And even if you feel as such... take ur time in building the relationship, Don't throw it away bcoz you wanna rush into it.
Hmm... why would i say that? coz i seem to see it happening all around me... heez... I was close to some girls in the past... and i mistoook it for "love", but yeah, maybe it's because i rushed into these relationships, but it never really worked out, nor was it really what i imagined "love" to be... I've learnt my lesson though. Im not saying that passion is stupid or anything, blind passion is though, it's a great way to start a relationship, but after a time, passion will indeed die down, and it will rest on commitment to keep it going.
My advice to you my friend? Be sure of what is it that you share with your "close friend", things may be clearer than they seem. but we have years ahead of us... take it slow... don't let a "want" destroy a relationship that you could share.

Fuck Physics, Fuck CO, Fuck Math, Fuck Chinese, Fuck Computing... and Fuck this blasted life... Fuck uncertainty, Fuck Immaturity and Fuck these FUCKING STUPID RESPONSIBILITIES...

Heya... im back from the adventuring world of Neverwinter Nights: Hordes of the Underdark...... dammit... been addicted to that game for days... leveled up my Character til im trashin the com like mad... <== AnT@euS the NERD!!!!

haha... anyhow... its back to blogging, im makin a vow to quit playin that game so much(Been spending hours on it) and come back into my REAL life... hows every1 hangin? lets see... a run down of what happened the last week or so...

21Jul ==> Lib installation
Pretty cool... Photographer of the Day: Moi... got pretty nice candid shots, stupid digi cam had sucky focus though... and auto focus didnt correct shaky hands much... (As Alvin says: monkey)

last Thurs?/Wed?
Thurs was Kelly's Bdae... but oh well.. didnt get to wish her Happy bdea personally... and Colin saw me and Adeline together... suspicious old cow he is.....

Sat...
Official Suan Chris Day(SCD), Colin, Ben Chong, Zhelin and Nicolas saaw me at BuonaVista MRT with Addy... pretty comical it was... the way they pop-ed their heads around the pillar and said hi Chris one after another...  bleh

Sun
Got an email from Alex... He's COMING BACK! Whoo! Best Bud from Barker... but he left for Canada in Sec 3... haiz oh well.. cool thing is that we are related distantly, haha... if u trace it hard enuf... about 3 generations back or smtng...

Mon(Today)
Wasted my life away on NeverWinter nights AGAIN... gosh.. gotta stop doin tt... and made a vow to be more responsible, less stupid and more lively... :D now to work on the Library Website... Roar...

Damn damn damnHmm... seems im more bz after the exams than during it... bloody hell... anyway, as promised I will come back to bloggin... nxt week.. bleh, To Tif... Enjoy urself gal! God Bless and take care... to ppl overseas, i found myself wondering how u guyz are doin... Ken Yam, Alex, Chi, Ken Chin, Sab, Jeff... all of you... gosh... its just been too long. yep... Of course, right now im feeling on top of the world... everything seems to be going right... cept for certain stuff... i need my sleep... dammit... BTW, Today's game of Frisbee(Tron style) was damn fun... tiring though, i was drenched in sweat by the time we were done...
oh and b4 i forget... i probably wun be able to come online over the nxt few days so... Happy Bdae to Kelly! :D 
 

Its good to be back from the hectic world of JC... jeez... taking a breather now... still have to finish up the Library Ezel... bleah... will blog soon.. SOON... :D take care all...

Hmm... Kazaa lagging up my com... so i'll just continue bloggin, downloading Hero by Enrique now.. and just had thoughts pop to mind... as my friend put it very well, after 6 mths in JC there is alot to reflect upon, from the return to a Co-ed environment, to the forging of relationships that i KNOW will last a lifetime. Im not saying that my past friendships are nothing to me, rather, im talking about meeting people who have been through alot in life, who have matured and understand each other and the world that much better. Without any impressions formed previously(Damn my vocab sux, i know there is a word for this, Preconcived?) talking is alot easier. yep, side tracking, crud. Anyway, the workload has indeed increased, but not to the point of me being unable to cope, besides, i honestly can say that i enjoy every thing that i have taken onto my plate. Cept Chinese... and to a much lesser extent CO.

Which brings me to another point, I do not hate CO as a CCA, however i do not enjoy being FORCED to stay in it... also, the fact that i SUCK at the Dizi, like totally. I dislike the attitude that i see as well... but i know the people in it and to be truthful, i am truly saddened by this attitude that has strangled CO like a weed.

Another Stray thought, what do ppl think of me? what do ppl say to others when introducing me? haha... i had this come up in a conv with Amy some time ago, not really sure how others see me, but i do hope that i have been a friend to all of you... though i know that many a time i have failed to be there, know that i do truly care for you, no matter how distant we may have become, each and every relationship i have had the priviledge to be part of is important to me...

Gosh... i should write my Eulogy right now... lol... in quite a mood. yay.. its done dl-ing... kz, u guyz take care.

p.s these are just stray thoughts, wanted to pass the time while i was dl-ing, if you get lost don't worry.. if i had to grade this as a GP essay i would give it a -99 for structure...

Hero -Enrique Iglesias

Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run
and never look back?
Would you cry
if you saw me cry?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
for the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

Hmm... i realised that ive been so caught up in work and stuff that ive actually become strezzed... dammit... not a good sign, and i hvnt blogged for so long... hmmz... anyhow, thank God for good songs, haha... finally got me in the mood to relax. Got the blasted Listening Compre for Chi tmr. Ive got a question on my mind, and i will get around to writing an essay(anything less would not do it justice), its been stuck on my mind for sometime and after i read my friend's blog... i just have to do it.

The question? What makes a flirt a flirt :D

ok lemme rephrase that... Relationships: The differences

There, that sounds so much nicer... comment on this post, when i do get around to writing it out i'd be glad to have ur opinions...

www.funnyjunk.com :D check out the pics... a great place to chill out.. haha...

Reflexive Arcade :D this brings back Old Memories... haha... really good arcade games... Try Crimson Land... hot stuff :D kept the whole of Oldham Hall Lvl 3 hooked for weeks... crack it to really enjoy it..

Back to Life
ahh.. the exams are finally over! :D whee! ive got such a long list of Want to's now... Prac my guit, 3D animation, Webbie designing, Photoshop, Dizi(Chinese Flute), debating, etc... heh... a small portion of stuff that i wanna learn. Hit the books is another must do, read the Bible, News paper Articles, Organize my MP3 Collection, Practice Chinese Oral, write stories/essays. SO what am i gonna do? organise my time, quit playin games, quit going out, study effectivly, and while im at it, win a nobel prize... haha... I know myself, this aint gonna happen, but i'll try... for a while...

Spent the night at Virn's, now i really hate Vodka.. its bitter and gave me such a bad headache that i was sitting on the counch with my eyes closed half the time, while lim wei was plotting to sabo me coz he tot i was asleep, :P nice try buddy.. again, i wonder why ppl drink, thinks Tom Cruise's character in "The Last Samurai", to forget? i guess some ppl do get high after drinking, but i didnt, just woozy, bleh, and the after-taste was bad... maybe i took too much vodka mixed with too little Sprite...

Anyway... The Barker Alumni dinner was a blast! too bad they didnt get to strip Aaron, btw I knew what u guys were planning to do after stripping aaron... :P eat my dust... Thx goes out to Pedro, who saved Ben Moey's and my ass...

Dammit... sentences disjointed and boring.. stupid Vodka must have done more damage than i tot... oh well, might blog more later.. *Falls back on Bed....

Hmm... Physics.. the LAST PAPER!!!! WHOO!!! haha... i should be studyin.. but ive been playin the guit for the last half hour... i think im in love with music... haha... and ive made a vow to be more active in my commitments... 2A1 TC webbie, Mensa, PW, VR... Onward and upward!!! ROAR!!! all ja best ppl... ntng much to blog, been mugging like a mad cow the last few days(OK that didnt make sense... BAH!) u can tell that im going a little nuts... but oh well.. i hate Chinese to the core now... more than ever... cant wait to catch Spidey tmr... Happy Bdae Aaron in advance, incase i dont get to post anything up from now til Mon.. erg... im really on a typing spree, posting on Forums, ppls blogs... and now me own bloggie... Ciao! Take care all!