Crazy American

I admire and scoff at Americans at the same time... why is that? I admire them for their ability to keep a free and un-suppressed society where ppl think and run their own lives. Where people take active roles in living in their society... most people... but on the other hand, they have retarded themselves by delving in an excess mindless entertainment. Yes, studying is not everything, but is not contributing to society excusable? there are many ppl who end up doing nothing, living off the money of tax-payers and their relatives. Yes, this not only happens in America, this happens all over the world. Damn TV execs... they prey on and aggravate the mindlessness that we crave for... the idiot box, mindless movies, games... in moderation it is relaxing, in excess its harmful's harmful...

there a blog... haha.. it has certainly been a while. Exams are next week and im pretty sure im dead for Physics. bloody 'ell...

somebody save me.............

ok... should i get emo? its interesting :P haha... okie, nothing much to rant about apart from the evils of men...

i tried so hard and got so far, in the end... it dosent even matter

listening to Linkin park now... how apt i must say. Life, irrevocably, move on, whether you stumble or not, it just keeps moving forward. i cant delve on the past simply because there is much to do for tomorrow...

just blogging random thoughts running through my mind. Yet all of it is focused on one person... Dearest Adel. What am i to do without you, yet what am i to do with you? I hate to see you stumble so badly..

keep that chin up soldier, wipe away those tears

in the end, all that matters is that we get where we want to go, and where i want to be is right next to you. So even if it takes all my energy, i will drag our baggage of CCAs and what not along for both of us... just keep up... *grinz...