Sunday, December 06, 2009

Wednesday, January 21, 2009



Is it me? is it you? nothing that, I can do... to make you change your mind...

so why do you... do...

I write here because I can not bring myself to admit to the pain that literally gives me chest pains. I write here because I have no other outlet. Part of me hopes that you stumble across these words someday and realize how much you can hurt me. I wonder what will your choice be?

Fuck it... I'm pretty sure what you will choose, but I'm just hoping that all this at least means enough for you to protect yourself from doing something you will regret.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

And I come crawling back

I have so many questions but I don't know how to say it.. Were you sincere? Will he hurt you? Are you doing this so that I will move on? Why? I guess it doesn't matter now does it.. So easily changed. like a flip of a coin. Fuck it... I just hope I will be as good a friend as you will ever know.. because I realise I will do anything to protect you