Bitter?
rah! just concluded a 40 word tingxie... i dont believe i studied 80 words over 2 days... brain dead... School this week was pretty slack... but i guess its just as fast paced as ever, gosh... im so worn out... haha... Library will prove interesting this year... i just have this feeling.. yeah... coz im in it.. haha... I decided to aim for E-library Head... coz no matter what id be doing IT stuff so i guess its natural for me to take tt... yep.. maybe help out in organisational stuff but im not sure if i wanna or can be Head Lib... yeap... ambitious... but i dont mind.
Hmm.. i do admit.. as i read through my previous blog posts i am pretty bitter... its worrying that i didnt notice it... but yeah.. how does one know when he is changing... I spent the bus ride home thinking about something that has bothered me for a while... several things actually, and Ying ying was there to listen... and talk. My guess was proven right... my relationship with amy is somewhat a mirror of Ying ying and Lim Wei... maybe the events happened in a different order and things were handled much better by Ying2... but the similarities are... wow... even lim wei's story is similar to mine... at least the part i heard.. though i did not expect tt.
Poor K... his reputation is still bad... I dont see why though.. he's a nice guy and all but 1 who needs, or thinks he needs,.... love... There is no way anyone can teach him tt i suppose... he just has to learn... unfortunatly it seems he is making a fool of himself... he tries, he gets rejected, he gets depressed, he seeks more attention, he gets sympathy, he mistakes it for attraction, he tires, he gets rejected,he gets depressed......its a vicious cycle...
Still have yet to tag all my MP3s... will do it tmr night i guess... Gonna catch Van Helsing tmr... hope its better than Hellboy... i guess i wont be looking for Story but rather cool cerography and maybe ideas for a story. yeah... nothing substantial... haha... gosh im going into the movie with such a neg attitude... it'll be cool... k.. tts it... been spending too much time online so im gonna cut down if i can... means v.little chatting... haha... sry ppl. Juz SMS me or smtng yeah...
rah! just concluded a 40 word tingxie... i dont believe i studied 80 words over 2 days... brain dead... School this week was pretty slack... but i guess its just as fast paced as ever, gosh... im so worn out... haha... Library will prove interesting this year... i just have this feeling.. yeah... coz im in it.. haha... I decided to aim for E-library Head... coz no matter what id be doing IT stuff so i guess its natural for me to take tt... yep.. maybe help out in organisational stuff but im not sure if i wanna or can be Head Lib... yeap... ambitious... but i dont mind.
Hmm.. i do admit.. as i read through my previous blog posts i am pretty bitter... its worrying that i didnt notice it... but yeah.. how does one know when he is changing... I spent the bus ride home thinking about something that has bothered me for a while... several things actually, and Ying ying was there to listen... and talk. My guess was proven right... my relationship with amy is somewhat a mirror of Ying ying and Lim Wei... maybe the events happened in a different order and things were handled much better by Ying2... but the similarities are... wow... even lim wei's story is similar to mine... at least the part i heard.. though i did not expect tt.
Poor K... his reputation is still bad... I dont see why though.. he's a nice guy and all but 1 who needs, or thinks he needs,.... love... There is no way anyone can teach him tt i suppose... he just has to learn... unfortunatly it seems he is making a fool of himself... he tries, he gets rejected, he gets depressed, he seeks more attention, he gets sympathy, he mistakes it for attraction, he tires, he gets rejected,he gets depressed......its a vicious cycle...
Still have yet to tag all my MP3s... will do it tmr night i guess... Gonna catch Van Helsing tmr... hope its better than Hellboy... i guess i wont be looking for Story but rather cool cerography and maybe ideas for a story. yeah... nothing substantial... haha... gosh im going into the movie with such a neg attitude... it'll be cool... k.. tts it... been spending too much time online so im gonna cut down if i can... means v.little chatting... haha... sry ppl. Juz SMS me or smtng yeah...
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