hmm... im handing over my com to my cousin for keeping so this will be my lastest last post... heez... anyhow, Church today was... inspirational... Robyn's Blog is... inspirational... I am so... inspired... ok i guess u noe where this is heading huh? lol... To my dear friends who have spent any amount of time with me... Ben, Ying, Amy, Virn, WanYi, Tim, Kelly, Fio, ShunJing, Simun, Aaron, Andrew, Char, Colin(Yes even u) Thank you for being there to listen, for showing trust and confidence in me that i surely did not deserve... Though i hv tried to be there for you at your darkest times i noe that many a time when it really mattered I shunned you... I showed such anger and judgement that it alienated you and made you fear talking to me.. most recently Colin... and of the above, only those who know me the most recently havn't seen this Ugly side of me...
1st on my Special Mentions list...
Ben Moet, Tree H***er. Waddup kid? haha... Have faith in yourself. i know i've judged you in the past... many a time it was out of irritation and sometimes even jealousy... jealousy that you could be so care-free and yet survive in this life... heez... but yeah... i've alwayz treasured you as a friend, some one who i can both Crap with and talk with... and you have the greatest potential to do great things... I see it in you... Live it up man! Sometimes Maturity is the ability to do what is appropriate at the right times... keep that in mind friend... don't let your emotions overwhelm you....
Ying... Every time i feel depressed or i need advice... you are the 1st person i think of.. the one person i know who fully understands me... heez... we hardly have spent time getting to know each other, yet... we have this ability to understand the things that are said btwn us... trust and smiles come so easily when im with you.. thank you...
Amy... Claudelle... you've been thru the most with me.. the hardest time of my short and weird life... and you've seen me change oh so much.. and now that im stable and you are stable too... i suppose we have drifted quite a bit... that is just too bad really. I do hope that one day we will be able to sit down and talk about the stupidity of Men and the Glory of God.. for I am badly in need of Spiritual Growth right now... Save me Jie...
Kelly... the belly... heez... well as usual im annoying her online now... and yeah... recently I guess she has been easy to talk to.. though now especially i feel... that you are keeping a distance from me... do not know why.. but yeah... uv alwayz been enigmatic... and there are so few ppl i know who can cause me such..."confusion"... wonder how our friendship will turn out :\... Juz waiting for trust...
Colin... Trust is such a hard thing to come by and yet it is so easy to lose huh? like you said Good friends and Bad friends both bring experiances to our lives that are unique... but to me... there are no Bad Friends... just misunderstood friends... After much contemplation... I know that what you have chosen to do is neither wrong nor right.. i just hope that the Lord watches over you and guides you away from the pit falls that Satan would hide along your path... Love her with all your heart.. and let not it be overshadowed by doubt and lust.
Finally... Adeline... My dearest... There is so much i wanna say(Most of it mushy stuff that I will spare you guyz from reading)... but in many wayz the relationship i have with you is so special... we really got close in a matter of days... from when i 1st danced with you... got to know you... it was magic. Real magic... your innocence and character reminded me of a Person i had thought was lost long ago... someone who was rightous in his own little way... caring and incredibly hurt by the injustices of the world... you reminded me of the person i was... the person who could be a friend to everyone.. who worked for and maintained the trust with friends... not by bitching about other ppl, but by sincerely caring... and as we got to know more and more of each other.. you showed me so much of what i KNEW.. but had FORGOTTEN... you have brought such meaning into my existance... I don't know what i would be today... without you...
kk... Kelly is rushin me to post this... so yeah... im not exactly done but... its enuf for now i suppose...
1st on my Special Mentions list...
Ben Moet, Tree H***er. Waddup kid? haha... Have faith in yourself. i know i've judged you in the past... many a time it was out of irritation and sometimes even jealousy... jealousy that you could be so care-free and yet survive in this life... heez... but yeah... i've alwayz treasured you as a friend, some one who i can both Crap with and talk with... and you have the greatest potential to do great things... I see it in you... Live it up man! Sometimes Maturity is the ability to do what is appropriate at the right times... keep that in mind friend... don't let your emotions overwhelm you....
Ying... Every time i feel depressed or i need advice... you are the 1st person i think of.. the one person i know who fully understands me... heez... we hardly have spent time getting to know each other, yet... we have this ability to understand the things that are said btwn us... trust and smiles come so easily when im with you.. thank you...
Amy... Claudelle... you've been thru the most with me.. the hardest time of my short and weird life... and you've seen me change oh so much.. and now that im stable and you are stable too... i suppose we have drifted quite a bit... that is just too bad really. I do hope that one day we will be able to sit down and talk about the stupidity of Men and the Glory of God.. for I am badly in need of Spiritual Growth right now... Save me Jie...
Kelly... the belly... heez... well as usual im annoying her online now... and yeah... recently I guess she has been easy to talk to.. though now especially i feel... that you are keeping a distance from me... do not know why.. but yeah... uv alwayz been enigmatic... and there are so few ppl i know who can cause me such..."confusion"... wonder how our friendship will turn out :\... Juz waiting for trust...
Colin... Trust is such a hard thing to come by and yet it is so easy to lose huh? like you said Good friends and Bad friends both bring experiances to our lives that are unique... but to me... there are no Bad Friends... just misunderstood friends... After much contemplation... I know that what you have chosen to do is neither wrong nor right.. i just hope that the Lord watches over you and guides you away from the pit falls that Satan would hide along your path... Love her with all your heart.. and let not it be overshadowed by doubt and lust.
Finally... Adeline... My dearest... There is so much i wanna say(Most of it mushy stuff that I will spare you guyz from reading)... but in many wayz the relationship i have with you is so special... we really got close in a matter of days... from when i 1st danced with you... got to know you... it was magic. Real magic... your innocence and character reminded me of a Person i had thought was lost long ago... someone who was rightous in his own little way... caring and incredibly hurt by the injustices of the world... you reminded me of the person i was... the person who could be a friend to everyone.. who worked for and maintained the trust with friends... not by bitching about other ppl, but by sincerely caring... and as we got to know more and more of each other.. you showed me so much of what i KNEW.. but had FORGOTTEN... you have brought such meaning into my existance... I don't know what i would be today... without you...
kk... Kelly is rushin me to post this... so yeah... im not exactly done but... its enuf for now i suppose...
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