Dearest friend... your last few blog posts have been worrying.. and it is true that i hv not been able to talk to you.. honestly... cause im not sure how to begin... I guess we both know the pain of betrayal and insecurity... I just hope that we may 1 day be closer in our friendship... that i may find a way to talk to you and listen to you with the comfort that i share with my closest friends... Strangly i feel that we have so much in common, and you would understand me better than any1 before... yet it scares me at the same time... hang in there... hold-on-tight....