No person is perfect...

Heya... ive been thinking about this statement for quite some time. and i guess, what do we judge as perfect... who are we to judge perfectness? haha... for me i guess i PREFER people with a great capacity to tolerate, a great capacity to learn, a great capacity to balance... those are the 3 main things i put down as being characteristics of a nearly "perfect" person... for me... have I met one? haha... notice the 'GREAT's... no i have not....

1st... to tolerate is to have patience, love and understanding.... to be able to understand and compromise... to be able to lead with a loving hand and patient nudge in the right direction...

2nd... to learn is to have the discipline to work, the understanding to learn when another is guiding, to let go grudges that are ultimately destructive in nature...

3rd... to balance... this is the most important of the 3... the ability to know when to moderate pleasure... to moderate work... to be able to live and let live and strive for excellence...

I have tried to model my self around my values... and find the patience & discipline that i once had as a child... to be honest... i think i hv been 'growing down' rather than growing up... as the past year proves... i hv become more concerned with my appearence and standing in ppls eyes rather than the betterment of myself... i hv indulged in pleasure in the form of games when i KNOW i cldnt control... I have been sharp and uncaring... impatient and vengeful... disgusting...

again... i say who are we to judge others... indeed... can we judge ourselves fairly? sometimes the amt of comfort you gv other ppl is a measure of how easy you are to get along with... and i believe that a perfect person is one who is in harmony with the ppl arnd him/her...

Love...
Aueralis...