All i want is to know its for sure... and I'll give... all the love in the world..

All the love in the world - The Corrs

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friends, i'm more than ok
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still i believe i'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me

Chorus:
Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All i need is to know it's for sure
Then i'll give all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it - i have no hesitation

My imagination just stole me away
Still i believe
I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me

Chorus

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could i throw it away
Yeah i'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah i need someone who really sees me
And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and i'll know it's for sure
Then i'll give all the love in the world
(don't wanna wake up alone)...

Dedicated to my sweetest Addy...

Its nearing the end of the year.. and I must say this year was probably the most productive year in terms of setting a new level of Stupidity! and the least productive in terms of growing up... so much oppurtunity wasted and so many mistakes made... haiz... oh well...

Addiction is a strong bane to my life... Games being the main thing :P not fatal but still harmful. right now Im supposed to be doing my homework... noooo.... so bored and feeling a lil depressed... not BGR depressed but "what-the-fuck-am-i-doing-with-my-life" depressed. Heez... oh well. If it were up to me i would end sch rite now and work... i mean... what is sch for right? to get that cert and to be exposed to the different things and to learn the knowledge that you would apply in your work or in some cases the knowledge that you will build on... useful but still because of Singapore's system it is rigid and we can't specialise when we have chosen our fields...hmm... but then again i really got no reason to complain... Math Phy Comp.. these are applicable for my chosen line of work... but still... it is a tedious life... school.. :P

haha... now that is a rant... im just crapping now.

relationships... one word... yet it means so many different things to different ppl... as i was talking to Adeline yesterday, she talked about ppl getting into relationships because of like(ie attraction) and some "strange" ppl... getting into it for commitment... well she din exactly say that but it does summrise it i think... we are still young.. .that is true.. and there is no need to be that serious about relationships... that is true... you can and should view these relationships and sort of "trial-runs"... that MAYBE true... Do not have expectations of the person you are with... that is... sadly... true...

At first i got insecure... then as i though about it... yeah... why should i be? do note that she didnt say all those things above but i followed a train of though i left about a year ago... it is POSSIBLE to have a long lasting relationship... *salutes Mrs J.Choe and Mdm Ng CC. but in fact most relationships are... brief... mm... because of the way most ppl think...

Get well soon Kelly the Belly.. and all the best for the Auditions CO ppl... :P