Not feeling very good now... hmmz... there are times when im really not sure what to do.. to lie and comfort or to say what has to be heard... Even to myself, I sometimes lie. Why though? why do we want to avoid the truth? I guess its just like why you draw away from a candle flame... it hurts too much...

I may never be able to replace that person in your life my dear... but I want to make a new chapter with you. Its painful to see you like this... let all the things that bother you go... free yourself... don't spiral into depression... don't...