Feeling v.confused now... very very confused... what should i do? why have u wrought such feelings within me... why did they surface now... when its probably too late... or too soon for that matter... completely unfounded and definitly dangerous... damn love... damn the drama that is inevitable... damn the pain i hv to remember... ahh... now tts out of my system... i still cant make a decision... fear... oh well... ignore this rant