nostalgia, reminisce, spirit...

eating out with the guys at swensons was fun, in a guyish way. the lameness, the freeflow of icecream(all 16 scoops for like, a buck a person you could get ur own earthquake) its too bad that the girls didnt come... it would have been... more complete.

talking to Joel after years of not doing so had a strange effect, the memories that were wrought led to thoughts and again nostalgia.

didnt take many pictures, though i badly wanted to. just felt.... it was worthless. a gewgaw. not that i do not like the people around me... but just that... well, i have become a gewgaw, another soul in the sea of lost souls, seeking not to be noticed, and yet at the same time longing to be more than a mere shadow... longing to be... free.

talking to Virn last night was also thought provoking. Her description of a certain guy was uncanny(except for the prolific part), was that not who i was? not am... but was...

damn this feeling...

on another note, i would call the project a success! Thanks to Ying :)










i got another confession to make... im your fool